An adolescent's trials

I've seen it fail too many times.

I've been there.

So I have to make decisions differently.

Failure is not the reason I build my walls.

My desire for success is.

 And for those whom are caught in such a time,

may you not build walls to keep others out,

But ones that will keep you from caving in.

Because one day,

the disappointment and pain will fade.

very slowly but surely.

You will look back at your decisions,

and reap what comes after.

I myself am awaiting a harvest.

A time where I can be glad of my present/previous decisions.

Whether I had to make them in joy or pain.

As long as they were the 'right' decisions.

"In Your freedom, I will live"

#whatpubertydidtome

The biggest difference is that I now have slightly more hair.

I was bald till 3...

Life was tough back then.

Just a dream

To all those out there who have a dream.


BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.



I dreamt of being a fashion icon...

Look at me now.

DID YOU KNOW?

5 things that fascinated me today.

1. Malaysia's Prime Minister has the most fake followers on twitter.

2. Anatidaephobia is the fear that somewhere in the world there is a duck watching you. 

3. The total weight of all the ants on the earth is about the same as the total weight of   humans.

4. Elephants can die of a broken heart.

5. Oysters can change gender back and forth.

Help me make you a STAR!

WANNA BE A SUPERSTAR?!

slightly exaggerated**

1. My worst habit is...

2. My favourite swear word is...

(You can go crazy with your answers, the crazier the better)

Please send you recordings to

joycekml93@hotmail.com

For those of you that have my number,

you can just whatsapp your recording to me.

I will be sure to send you a copy of our little film upon completion.

I've finally fixed the video thingy,

you should be able to view me on your phones now.

YAY!!

VLOG : Near Death Experience

My first near death experience.

Thank God my other best friend (Fish) didn't have to go through this,

that girl would've gone craaazeeehhhh.

Yap is probably the most calm one out of us three,

Fish and I are drama queens.

But anyways, 

I left out a really important part.

When we went back the next day,

and checked the door we came out from...

IT WAS LOCKED.

That door is usually locked,

so I have no clue how it'd open for us.

I knew it wasn't my time to die.

HAHAHAH

Dear Mummy,

When people say that there is that one person that will never let me down,

They’re talking bout you.

You’re the one that has always been there for me, 

even before I was aware of myself.

 The strong woman that shaped me into who I am today, 

and 20 years later,

 I still look at you in amazement as I did when I was little.

However, through time.

You have evolved into more than just a guardian, 

I am proud to say you are my best friend. 

You listen to my problems and occasionally gossip along with me.

We spend hours on the phone, 

with me pouring out my world to you. 

The comfort I have with you is truly amazing 

and it reminds me how blessed I am to be able to have that relationship with you.

We chat about our hair, how we both have too little. 

We chat about what kind of specs would fit us. 

I send you pictures of my food and you return the favor.

 I can cry to you and you take all my pain away.

You give me advice that is often different from others, 

but exactly what I need. 

Plus you give me the support I need to actually execute those decisions.

Mummy, 

I really don’t know what I'd do without you. 

You’re so generous with me, 

too generous. 

You give me everything I need and more.

 I look forward to seeing you everyday, 

even just on facetime.

Because no matter how bad a day I’m having, 

your voice calms all my worries and I feel safe.

You remind me everyday that God is looking out for me 

and that He gives me strength to face everything that comes my way.

 I can say with all the confidence in the world that I truly believe so,

…. Because He gave me you.

Happy Mother’s Day Mummy.

I would like to remind you that you are STILL the best mother in the world. 

Hasn’t changed since I wrote you your first mother’s day card and never will.

I miss you, you gorgeous-forever-young-looking-lady.